The thoughts of a very confused and vague girl

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 10:59:13 GMT

you like?? i got my photos developed finally!!

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 04:19:20 GMT

hey everyone sorry that I havent done an entry for ages
my band had a gig yesterday it was soo fun we met these
women who took pic's at our first gig and i got this pic of
moni i played around with it

wat do u think?

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 07:52:05 GMT

hello everyone
I got home today after TAFE and i fell asleep again!!!
for 3 hours i slept in my hot stinky room.
We got a new student her name is fernanda and she is from
Brazil SHE LIKES HOLE how cool is that, my mum was telling
her about the band and tole her we do hole songs and she
was like: "I love Hole". Finally a student who likes my
music and is not retardly shy.
well I forgot to mention that i have conjunctivitis
which is really annoyng but is getting better. my dad is coming
on the weekend which is great but it means that on the 22nd of
december I have to go on a cannoing trip for like three weeks
in New Zealand.
I'm having roast chicken to night mmmmmmmm I'm drooling thinking
about it.

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 09:41:04 GMT

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 06:22:11 GMT

i woke up this morning thinking that i am going to the
orthodontist to get a jaw expander. I knew that it would
hurt but i was ok with that when sitting in the upty downy
chair (i love those chairs)he put the expander in my mouth
and cemented it there the he put this weird thing on my
lips to get them out of the way and he tells me to bite
this rubber thingy and i bite it and his finger at the
same time (he shouted which the assistant said he never
did) at least i gave him a little pain. Anyway he starts
to glue these pieces of metal to my teeth by this time
i am wondering what the hell is he doing.
He was putting my braces on....I now have...sobs...
braces.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and a jaw expander
I AM IN SOOOOOO MUCH PAIN

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 11:36:06 GMT

moni came over this avo and we had heaps of fun fun fun!!!
this is a pic that i took of her.

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 10:33:43 GMT

hush now don't explain these lyrics have been tormenting me for ages and its all cause of my sis. do u like my pic?

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 06:58:46 GMT

hey everyone
i went to the othodontist today and he put rubber rings in between my teeth.
they really hurt. I also got invited to go to the coast with some friends in the holidays and if i get to go we can do crazy movies with my crazy clothes. YAY!!!
tata for now

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 10:03:00 GMT

as a child this was my fav movie i still love it
The Last Unicorn

hello

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 09:03:21 GMT

hey everyone in internet land im sorry that i havent writen in ages
i just want to tell ppl about this cool website that my mum showed me
check it out :http://www.dresdendolls.com/main1.htm it has the coolest home page
bye everyone

this is something that i wrote a long time ago....

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 10:32:45 GMT

When I was a child I used to go to a place where no one else could go. a place in the depths of my mind. It was there that my daddy still lived - forever in my mind. He really did not live but I felt that he was there by my side in the place in my mind. We laughed and played together again and even though it only lasted a while it seemed to be from a different lifetime.But as in all happy tales there must be some tragedy. but this was the one thing I was not prepared for. this event made my life seem meaningless and empty. it seems that god was too test me because he caused my mother to die and leave me all alone in this world of unhappiness. I felt completely lost for where was the guiding light which had led me before?As I grew older my life got better. I made friends and I felt that I belonged with them instead of inside my imaginary life. I felt that if I stayed there for too long I would never be able to get out, that I would never be free of that beautiful but unhappy world where my father was with me. the games that I used to play were forgotten in this happy time .I felt the walls that I built in my life tumble down and In the debris of my life I felt that there was only one thing to do. I know that I had to go to the place in my mind one last time. In this place I felt no hurt I did not feel alone, this is the place that I made the decision… I cant explain why i made the decision that would end my pain… I decided It was time for me to go to the place far beyond my window. go to the place above the stars. go to the place where my mother and father are…. The window was open. The night sky beckoned…
In this place I reside in peace with love by my side. In this silent place I sometimes wonder what It would have been like if I didn’t end my life that fateful night?

by Pandora, a disturbed child.

my birthday

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 09:12:25 GMT

"On August 6 and 9, 1945, the cities of Hiroshima and Nagasaki were destroyed by the first atomic bombs used in warfare." the 9th of august is my birthday!!!!!
I was just doing a history assignment and this is what i found.

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 07:54:01 GMT

today i woke with my mum shouting for me to go to my grandma's (i really didnt want to go)so i just went back to sleep.
in the end i got up and decided to call grace and she said to meet her rach and maya at summer hill so i went there and we all had some goon and really surprisingly i saw 2 people that i went to boarding school with it was really weird i sat down and then i look up and there is dan and next to him is johnny (really random)after that the police came and we all ran away but then we came back and played on the play equipment, me,maya and grace then all had to go so i went back to maya's house and we watched "cry baby" with johnny deep and there was this guy who is the boy friend of ricci lake (in the movie) he was the most goooooooooooood looking guy i have ever seen me and maya were basically drooling over him. we looked on the internet and could not find one picture of him. I think im going to cry!!!!

Wed, 26 May 2004 08:48:48 GMT

sorry ignore the first entry

Wed, 26 May 2004 08:48:06 GMT

hello everybody, in internet land.
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this is a picture of meeeeee that i have greatly photoshoped

Tue, 25 May 2004 06:36:06 GMT

It's STITCH!

Mon, 10 May 2004 06:54:06 GMT

HEEELLOOOO

weell hello people i write again!!!!!
my friends have forced me too do this.
Today i got to go late to school (boo yeah) i had to meet with a friend of my grandma's but when i went to school i didnt have to do anything. there is this really depressing music on right now and its making me sad!!!
after school me and stich went and had a really yummy hot chocolate it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tasty it was like the essense of chocolate right now im strugelling to spell these really hard words. they make my head ache no they dont really but i can play with ur mind, did i mention that im a 75 year old woman who is really ugly.

the first entry

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 11:00:01 GMT

well was does one write to describe ones thoughts???
I think that that is a good starting question. right now im sitting rather uncomfotably on a big blue bouncing ball which is not plsent and i seem to be continuosly falling off it while trying to write the thoughts of MEEEE!!!
I just finshed listeningto this book, that right i didnt just mispell some word soo badly that it was a different word i borrowed one of those narrated books if was fabulous and i enjoyed it alot that is probly y im in a really weird mood. I usally read anything i can get my hands on reading is like a wall for me the more i read the more shelterd i am.
its really gool just writing about nothing and hoping that some person can identify with wat u are saying.
Im talking about nothing soo ill leave you all to the many wonders of the internet please doo leave comments and even if they are mean i would like to here wat i can do to improve my writing.
Good by Darling little People of the internet....till next time...............